Mood: confused and sleepy
Listening to: I'll Show You by Vonray
Looking back on the last few weeks of 2006 is like putting together a puzzle that doesn't really fit. It ended well, but not to a certain satisfactory degree. Yes, I did spend it with my family and friends but I feel that I've missed out on something. Oh well!~
Anyhow, the first week of 2007 has been treating me good. As much as I wanted 2006 to end happily, which didn't quite happen of course, this year was really unexpected. I made a resolution to myself that I won't make any promises for this year. I wouldn't want to join in the bandwagon of people making the 'diet resolution' as a top on their list, rather I'll try to do so. I hate people who break their promises so why should I make one for myself then suffer the consequence, right? So I say, NO RESOLUTIONS FOR A BETTER YEAR!~
As I was saying, this year started out really great for me. It may sound weird but I'm saying that it is weird in a way that I was deeply flattered about the things that has happened lately. Last Wednesday was the start of our regular classes for this year and although I was not quite keen on the idea of going to school immediately, I found myself 'unusually happy' that day - to the extent that it drove my friends crazy. They couldn't understand a single thing I was saying because I knew that something great has a great possibility of coming my way this time. Aside from that, I am one of whom of English professor appointed as a group leader (rawr!~). Moving on..
'I'm fighting urges to fall again yet I stumble'; this line from Chicosci's song best reflects my situation right now. You've probably heard that I fell for a person once or twice last year, but I admit that those are just petty things. It was just probably infatuation. It didn't end badly, but it sure was there for just a fleeting moment. This time around, I fell for it (I think) , big time!
I don't know if that person's actually trying to drop some hints or what. I don't have any idea. So I sought some advice from people whom I know has got sensible things to say to this, and they said that I should enjoy the moment while it's still there. Although it really is flattering, I should learn to justify things all the time and make sure that I know what I'm getting myself into.
Right now, I'm just perfectly fine. Definitely NO resolutions of any sort; and definitely just trying to make my way for the next couple of weeks.
P.S. I hope history won't repeat itself anymore.