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Monday, October 08, 2007

<{What Is Love Anyway?;

Mood: exhausted

Listening to: I Will Love Again (Ballad Reprise) by Lara Fabian

People say that your first love is the hardest to forget, but for me it's different. Maybe I don't know what love is, or I never knew how it all started. One thing's for sure.. I have loved.

I met him. We talked, laughed, exchanged stories.. and just about everything in life. I never thought that I'd fall for him this much. For the first time in my life, I wasn't drawn by sheer obsession or whatnot.. I was really in love.

I became inspired with all the things do. He inspires me to do well in everything. And yet, I have failed to read between the lines. All I saw was myself falling inlove, only me and no one else. He didn't feel the same, and the awful truth is that I've found out about it with my own eyes.

Then and there, I have lost all control. I couldn't feel a thing. I drowned myself in pity and hopeless romantic's melody. And until now, I feel that I'm just going through life not knowing where to go anymore. The same kind of passion that drove me to do great things just faded.

Now, I do things just to please people - but never to please myself. Never to satisfy myself.

I have lost. Maybe love wasn't meant for me, or that I got caught in its whirlwind too early. Maybe in time, maybe with another person.. MAYBE with the right person I'll be happy and that I'll learn my worth.

Y i'M STiLL LOViNG iT! Y 8:59 PM

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FAYEE {XiaFeng} is an 18 year old aspiring thespian living in the wonderous Pearl of the Orient Seas, the Philippines. She is currently a Nursing student at Manila Doctors College and is very much a 'busy-body'; a versatile individual. Also she is currently affiliated with 3 organizations, one of which is the Student Government. Right now, she worries a lot about her various responsibilities. Furthermore, her name is now infamously synonymous to the word 'stress'. You will often than not see her killing time at either the SCO Office, Starbucks Bluewave or Mall of Asia. If by any chance you catch her red-handed holding a latte or frapp, you may blackmail her to buy you one through the following:

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~~Be a dean's lister~~
Dean's lister again
~~Good grades in the 2nd Sem.~~
~~Good grades in the 1st Sem.~~

~~pulling off my debut plans~~

~~Nokia N72~~
~~Nokia N73~~
Motorola V3i Dolce&Gabbana
~~iPod video~~
~~laptop~~
Honda Civic/Toyota Camry

~~STARBUCKS organizer!~~
~~STARBUCKS organizer for 2008~~
BIG, BIG teddy bear
~~Sophie's World~~
~~HP Order of Phoenix book~~

~~SHOPPING SPREE!~~
~~big quilted bag~~

~~CHICOSCI's self-titled album~~
URBANDUB's Embrace album

~~URBANDUB's USL album~~

~~Miss Saigon Soundtrack~~

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